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                                            <p align="justify" style="line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">Adrienne 
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                            <p><font color="#9933FF">&nbsp;</font><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:12pt;">Comments 
                                by </span></font><a href="http://rateyourmusic.com/yaccs/"><span style="font-size:12pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">YACCS</font></span></a></p>
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                        <p align="justify"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:9pt;">Great 
                        art is clear thinking about mixed feelings, said Auden. 
                        &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;(from a slection of </span></font><a href="http://www.bookpage.com/0102bp/edward_hoagland.html"><span style="font-size:9pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">Edward 
                        Hoagland</font></span></a><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:9pt;">'s 
                        diaries.)</span></font><font color="#9933FF">&nbsp;</font></p>
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                        <p><a id="e78" href="http://www.fatshadow.com/November02.htm#e78"><font face="Arial" size="1" color="#9933FF">January</font></a><font face="Arial" size="1" color="#9933FF"> 
                        </font><a id="e78"><font face="Arial" size="1" color="#9933FF">7</font></a><font face="Arial" size="1" color="#9933FF"> 2003</font><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><font size="1">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;9:34 
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<p class=MsoNormal style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;" align="justify"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        am home. </span></font></p>

                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        love my home.</span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        love my desktop.</span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        love my web page.</span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        love my bed. </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">We 
                        arrived early and I succumbed to the sin of taking a 
                        taxi. Shuttles are so much cheaper but I just wanted 
                        to be HOME! </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">And 
                        I am. </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        was (am) a little bit zonked from the day of air travel. 
                        I will write a full rant about this soon. And there 
                        was the time change. I lost three hours. But I was wired 
                        and tired. I ordered a </span></font><a href="http://www.northbeachpizza.com/"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">pizza.</font></span></a><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> Put on my </span></font><a href="http://www.ci.sf.ca.us/bdsupvrs/"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">beloved&nbsp;Board 
                        of Supervisors</font></span></a><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">. Powered up my PC. Ahhhhhhh. </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I'm 
                        home.</span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        called Mom. When we arrived at the airport a fellow 
                        pulled up beside us and told her she should check one 
                        of her tires. This started a bit of a row. Ken kept 
                        saying that if the tire blew out the car could roll. 
                        Mom didn't want to stop in a gas station and put in 
                        air because she'd never done it before. As I said goodbye 
                        I had visions of them with a flat tire in the middle 
                        of no where. I mean, it's crazy, because they have an 
                        emergency cell phone and some kind of AAA thing. So 
                        they would have been OK. But, shit. They drove back 
                        to Brevard and&nbsp;she took the car to some tire place 
                        and they found a roofing tack. All is well.</span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">At 
                        the airport my Mom stood at the glass security wall 
                        and watched while they waved the metal detector over 
                        me and looked at my laptop case. I kept waving to her. 
                        My throat tight with tears. </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">The 
                        thing is Mom is in pretty good shape. Relatively speaking. 
                        She could be around for years. Ken is better. But, at 
                        79, I think he's only ever going to get so much better. 
                        And I feel the need to be closer. </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">When 
                        I talked to Steve he sang the praises of </span></font><a href="http://www.asheville.com/"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">Asheville</font></span></a><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">. 
                        He thought it was a great place to live. (It is isn't 
                        it </span></font><a href="http://divamaggie.com/easybakecoven/"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">Susan</font></span></a><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">?) 
                        It's close to M &amp; K. I'm going to graduate in six 
                        months. And then I'm going to need a job. And I am thinking 
                        about where I want to position myself for that future. 
                        </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">But. 
                        </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">For 
                        today.</span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">I 
                        am home. </span></font></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><a href="http://www.kpfa.org/"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">KPFA</font></span></a><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"> 
                        is on the radio. I'm writing on my site. I'm drinking 
                        tea and eating toast in front of my computer. </font></span></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF">I'm 
                        home. </font></span></p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;">&nbsp;</p>
                        <p align="justify" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify; line-height:100%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><font face="Arial" color="#9933FF"><span style="font-size:10pt;">And 
                        so happy to be here.</span></font></p>
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