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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#86
There is no way I'm doing 150. I would like
to hit 100 but I am feeling yucky. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#87
My back hurts.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#89
My butt hurts.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#90
My eye is twitching.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#91
AND my mouse arm and hand aren't feelin
that good. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#92
It's comforting to read George's </font><a href="http://www.allaboutgeorge.com/retro/000383.php"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">last
few entries</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#93
</font></span><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size=2><i><a href="http://www.edge.org/documents/archive/edge114.html">Psychological denial is a phenomenon well established in individual psychology.
lt seems likely to apply to group psychology as well. For example, there is much
evidence that, during World War Two, Jews and other groups at risk of the
developing Holocaust denied the accumulating evidence that it was happening and
that they were at risk, because the thought was unbearably horrible.
Psychological denial may also explain why some collapsing societies fail to face
up to the obvious causes of their collapse.</a></i></FONT></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Hmmmm.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#94
I am really cranky. It's good that I live
alone. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#95
I just clicked to a site and there was a
flashing banner ad. I may be blind now.
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#96
</font><i><a href="http://sainteros.com/weblog/archives/000256.html#000256">The second aspect of my thinking on this issue is idealization. Wittingly or
not, writers and readers are complicit in presenting and accepting an idealized
persona. I try to write intelligently or entertainly about subjects which play
to my personal strengths, and because you wish your Web surfing experience to be
enjoyable or rewarding, you imagine perhaps that I am wiser or cleverer than I
really am, perhaps even that what I have to say is said with some degree of
authority.</a></i></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#97 I.
Um. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#98 I'm
a double Gemini. I should be able to talk
all day and night. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">#99
<a href="http://www.identitytheory.com/interviews/alexie_interview.html"><b>RC:</b> What do you like most about writing?
<b>SA</b>: You can take more chances and more people are willing to go with
you.</a></span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">#
100 Some times. </span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#85
</font><a href="http://www.pbs.org/now/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Moyers</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
First he talks about the </font><a href="http://www.pbs.org/now/politics/mediaconsol.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">media
consolidation</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
nightmare. And now </font><a href="http://www.pbs.org/now/arts/loslobos.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Los
Lobos.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
How am I supposed to blog? </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#86
A friend sent me a link to the </font><a href="http://www.digitalronin.f2s.com/politicalcompass/questionnaire.pl?page=printable_graph&X=-7.75&Y=-7.64"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">political
compass.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
I'd done it before. I'm </font>Economic Left/Right: -7.75
Authoritarian/Libertarian: -7.64. Left of
left. <BR> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#87 Huh?</span></p>
<p><center><img src="http://sminds.com/00.gif"><table bordercolor="#333333" border="0" width="270" cellspacing="0"> <tr><td align="center" bgcolor="#666666"> <font color="#CCCCCC" ><b>SimilarMinds.com Compatibility Test</b></font></td></tr> <tr><td align="center" bgcolor="#999999"><br><font color="#ffffff"> you are 77% similar
you are 74% complementary
<br></font></td> </tr></table> <a href="http://www.similarminds.com/match/">How Compatible are You and Your Friends?</a></center><span style="font-size:11pt;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#88 Whenever
I look at the things where blogs are rated,
like <a href="http://www.daypop.com/blogrank/">Daypop</a>,
I get this mix of contempt and competitiveness.
I usually have to back away from the screen.
</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#89 Yeah.
Margaret is right. I'm feeling all wound
down. So close. And yet...</span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#76
So. I started at 8:29 AM. It's close to
9:30 PM and I'm at the halfway point. I'm
not going to stay awake for twelve more
hours. I don't think. I'm pretty sure I
can get to 100. I cleaned up from the Chinese
food. Sigh.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#77
I'm half watching </font><a href="http://www.cbs.com/primetime/hack/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Hack</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
I often do. It's pretty dumb. But I'm waiting
for </font><a href="http://www.pbs.org/now/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Moyers</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#78
Do you think that there are people who read
me because I write about fat stuff and people
who don't read me for the same reason? Do
you think people don't link to me because
I write about fat stuff? I mean, really.
I think so. And I don't really mind. But
sometimes I do. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#79
</font><i><a href="http://www.harpers.org/weekly-review/">White House aides asked people listening to a speech by the president to take
off their ties so that they would look like the regular folks who the president
claims will be the primary beneficiaries of his latest tax cut for the wealthy.</a></i></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#80 <a href="http://www.lewrockwell.com/woods/woods21.html">You
were scammed.</a> via <a href="http://www.interestingmonstah.com/blog/index.html">Interesting
Monstah</a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#81<a href="http://lovethosekids.com/playgrnd/sandart.htm">Too
much fun.</a> via <a href="http://easybakecoven.net/">Susan</a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#82 When
I went to get the food I also got my mail.
My cousin's daughter is graduating from
highschool. I love that. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#83 New
<a href="http://www.markfiore.com/animation/planner.html">Fiore</a>.
He makes me smile. Actually it's more like
a grimace. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#84 Tired.
Very tired.</span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#63
I skipped ahead to </font><a href="http://zeebah.blogspot.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Zeebah.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#64
</font><a href="http://www.studio-rama.com/jen/etc/kaiju/kaijutoo/index.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Scary</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
My name is </font><a href="http://www.studio-rama.com/jen/etc/kaiju/namegon/index.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Astro
Silverkujira</font></a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#65
Ooooo </font><a href="http://www.mezzoblue.com/zengarden/default.asp?cssfile=015%2F015%2Ecss&page=0"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Pretty</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
But ya know...I linked it from </font><a href="http://www.reenhead.com/home.php"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Reenhead</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
who says she went back tables after seeing
her site messed up in different browsers.
It's a designer thing. I don't totally understand.
</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#66
</font><a href="http://www.solvedating.com/soulmatecalculator.asp"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Soulmate
calculator</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
My </font></span><font face="Lucida Sans"><span style="font-size:11pt;">probability coefficient: 0.9702.
Heh.</span></font></p>
<p><font face="Lucida Sans"><span style="font-size:11pt;">#<a href="http://www.mariwood.com/weeklywrapup/">67
Weekly Wrap Up.</a><BR></span></font></p>
<P style="line-height:150%;"><B><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">1. </font></span></B><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans"><b>What was your favorite book as a child? Why?</b>
The Secret Garden. I liked the idea of a
secret place that was brought back to life.
</font></span></P>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">2. <b>How often did you read as a child? Describe your preferred reading area or
situation.</b> I read a lot. I read at the table while I ate. I read in bed.
I read on the porch steps. I read every
where.</font></span></p>
<P style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">3.<b> What children's literature series did you read when you were younger?
Why?</b> Little House Books. I liked them</font></span></P>
<P style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">4. <b>Do you still read children's literature? Why or why not?</b>
Well. No. But only because There's not enough
hours in the day and I'm reading other stuff.
</font></span></P>
<P style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">5. <b>What children's book would you recommend for a child's library? Why?
</b>AiYiYi. I can't even think about that
right now.</font></span></P>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">#68.
It's 8:30 and I'm not even half way done. </font></span><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">
</font></span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">#69
<a href="http://global.mms.com/us/groovy/">Groovy</a>.
Via <a href="http://www.popculturejunkmail.com/">Pop
Culture Junk Mail </a>and <a href="http://www.willa.com/moodswings/">Moodswings</a>.</font></span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">#70
<a href="http://www.wordfetish.com/">Cool.</a></font></span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">#71
I need <a href="http://daringfireball.net/projects/smartypants/">this</a>.
</font></span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">#72
Clearly I am trolling for links. Desperate
to get to the half way mark. But can I just
say that when I looked for the New Balance
link I saw <a href="http://www.newbalancewebexpress.com/detail.asp?style=MG1250B">these</a>
and I really might want them. When I was
a kid my mom made me wear saddle shoes and
I hated them. Now they cool to me. </font></span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><font face="Lucida Sans"><span style="font-size:11pt;">#73
<a href="http://www.stonefishspine.com/">Stonefishspine</a>
says <a href="http://www.levitatecnn.com/">Levitation
day</a> is suspended due to "The great
song of indifference." Well. That's
kinda sad. I was feelin it. </span></font></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><font face="Lucida Sans"><span style="font-size:11pt;">#74
<a href="http://brunching.com/cgi/journalgenerator.cgi?">Heh</a>.</span></font></p>
<p style="line-height:150%;"><font face="Lucida Sans"><span style="font-size:11pt;">#75
Oh shit.</span></font></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#58
Big breath. So I went to the Chinese restaurant
two blocks away and got some green beans
and beef in black bean sauce and green onion
pancakes. I stopped the corner and got a
double cap. I figure I will be up for while.
I did the dishes and closed the windows.
There's a chill in the air tonight. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#59
Is anyone keeping track of how many things
I'm still processing? I figured out the
thing I felt about </font><a href="http://www.realwomenhavecurves.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Real
Women Have Curves</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
In the movie there's this idea that women
should be loved for their minds and not
their bodies. Well. I certainly think that
women should be loved for their minds. And
their bodies. And if their bodies are fat...all
the more to love. The guy who is pushing
up on the lead character says,"You're
not fat. You're beautiful." </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Uh.
</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">It
is a sweet movie. And there are some interesting
parts. But I just really want more. Some
day. He coulda just said, "I love your
body. Because you're in it." Or sumthin.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#60
And to respond to </font><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/bigfatmama/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Angela</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
about my - I hate it when people
try to categorized things by gender - thing.
I feel like there are two things that are
true for me at the same time. I am a woman.
And I feel like there are qualities of womaness.
But when I hear things like woman are the
nurturers, for example, I balk. Because
I think men can nurture. Very well. And
I know women who never want to touch a baby.
And there are other things. There are a
lot of things a person can change with surgery
to live the life of a woman. But you don't
bleed. You don't have that monthly well
up and release. Is that what makes a woman?
Oh. I think that's a bit simple but it's
certainly part of it. So I feel like we're
still sorting out these gender ideas. And
we're in a very early stage of sorting.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#61
</font><a href="http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/3040891.stm"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Oh
dear</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
I just do not know what to say about this.
Via </font><a href="http://distantsun.blogspot.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Tinka</font></a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#62
This one is for </font><a href="http://www.sweetnsour.org/traces/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Monica</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Who is beeeyooottttiffuuuuuuuuuuuuuulllllll.</font></span></p>
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<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">All
this blogging is making me loopy.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Blogging
is loopy.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Crying
is good for your heart.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Da
dee dee dee da da da da.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Even
if I'm <a href="http://sweetnsour.org/traces/archives/000370.php">up
all night</a> I'll finish this 150. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">For
all the tea in China. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><a href="http://www.allaboutgeorge.com/">George</a>
gave me this idea. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Here
and now.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">I
am having fun. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Just
in time.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Knowing
you might read this makes me smile.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Love.
Nuff said.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Most
of the time I am wondering why.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Not
for all the tea in China.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Open
the door and come on in.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Patti
Ann Princess Pricilla Penelope Pamela Parmeley.
That's what my mom called me. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Quiet.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Resect
yousef/</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Stop
making sense.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Tish
is a very loopy grrrl. (At this moment.
And often)</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Under
my breath. </span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Very
loopy.</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Whatthefuck?</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">XO</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">You
are reason I've been waiting here so long.
</span></p>
<p style="line-height:150%; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0;"><span style="font-size:11pt;">Zeebah.
I need to read <a href="http://zeebah.blogspot.com/">Zeebah</a>.
</span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#56
So I get to </font><a href="http://www.redpolka.org/blog/archives/001099.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">April</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
She's talking about nature vs nurture
from a question she put on </font><a href="http://wehavebrains.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">WHB</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
And she's writing about it relative to things
like sexual identity and feminism. if I
think about this too much I'll spend the
rest of the day writing about nothing else.
Which might now be a bad thing. But I will
say that I am guilty of a kind of double
speak. I often have feeling about what is
a woman's thing. And I hate it when people
try to categorized things by gender. So.
What is naturally female? And what is trained
into us? Big big topic. And now it's buzzing
around in my head. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#57
"</font><i>In the annals of armed conflict, there has never been an outcome quite like
this, where the victors coddle the defeated enemy while visiting misery on their
own people. If the rebuilding of Iraq goes as currently planned, the Iraqis will
be enjoying their universal health care system just as Medicaid gets savaged at
home. They will be counting up their personal oil profits while Americans face
deep cuts in programs such as temporary assistance to needy families, the earned
income tax credit, food stamps and education at all levels. Iraqis will be free
to practice democracy in its untidiest forms, while Americans can be spied on
and incarcerated without charges under Patriot Acts I and II. " - </i><a href="http://www.alternet.org/story.html?StoryID=15910">Barbara
Ehrenreich</a> via <a href="http://www.randomwalks.com/">Random
walks</a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#58 If
fat people can keep their sense of humor,
given all the bullshit we deal with, <a href="http://asia.reuters.com/newsArticle.jhtml?type=healthNews&storyID=2796509">we
won't have to worry about Diabetes</a>.
via <a href="http://world.std.com/~emg/followme.html">Follow
Me Here</a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#59 Look
what I made. <img src="button.png" width="80" height="15" border="0">
You can <a href="http://www.kalsey.com/tools/buttonmaker/">make
one</a> too. Earlier I read <a href="http://www.dollarshort.org/archives/000881.html#more">Mena</a>
and went <a href="http://gtmcknight.com/buttons.html">here</a>.
Then I saw the button maker on <a href="http://www.daypop.com/top/">Daypop</a>.
</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#60 Also
from Daypop. <a href="http://www.rsf.org/article.php3?id_article=6909">French
journalists were sent back to France</a>.
Unbefuckinglievable. A word I learned from
<a href="http://randomwalks.com/drublood/archives/013144.html">Dru</a>.
</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#61 OK
I gotta do some stuff. I may not be back
in an hour. Which I say in case anyone is
paying attention. But judging from the dearth
of comments I may not need to worry about
that. I know. People have jobs. It's date
night. This is a kooky thing. In any case.
I will be back. </span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#51
I didn't know it was </font><a href="http://www.cr.nps.gov/nr/feature/asia/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Asian
Pacific Heritage month.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
And it's almost over. But I read </font><a href="http://www.kuidaosumi.com/Updates/jenjournal.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Jenni.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#52
The Blogspot thing bites. I have to make
three and four tries to load a page. I couldn't
get Highwater to re-load and I had more
I wanted to read from George. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#
53 I took the </font><a href="http://www.internetjunk.org/users/pastlife.php"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">past
life quiz</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
I lived in Argentina and was a singer, dancer,
actor. Cool. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#54
Shit. It's about time for me to post. I'm
going so slow. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#55
I have to do the dishes.</font></span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#41
Turned off the television. Now listening
to </font><a href="http://www.sarahmclachlan.com/f_discography.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">some</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
</font><a href="http://www.towerrecords.com/product.aspx?pfid=1002874&cc=USD"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">tunes.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
Ahhh. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#
42 </font><a href="http://www.womensenews.org/sylvia.cfm"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Hahahahahahaha.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
Again. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#
43 </font><a href="http://www.emptybottle.org/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Chris</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
always links to the </font><a href="http://www.brainoff.com/geoblog/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">coolest
things</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Why can't I figure out how to do the Geo
</font><a href="http://geourl.org/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">URL</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
thing? </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#44
And then there's always those tests. </font></span></p>
<p><b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to <i>the Second Level of Hell!</i></b><br>Here is how you matched up against all the levels:<br><table cellspacing="1" style="margin: 5px; background-color: #000000; border: none; font: 10pt arial, verdana, 'sans serif';"><tr style="font: bold 12pt arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; color: #ffffff; background-color: #333333;"><th><b>Level</b></th><th><b>Score</b></th></tr><tr style="background-color: #220033; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#0" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Purgatory</a></b> (Repenting Believers)</td><td style="color: #aa33aa; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>Moderate</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #110022; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#1" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 1 - Limbo</a></b> (Virtuous Non-Believers)</td><td style="color: #ff1133; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>High</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #220011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#2" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 2</a></b> (Lustful)</td><td style="color: #ff1133; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>High</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #330011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#3" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 3</a></b> (Gluttonous)</td><td style="color: #ff1133; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>High</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #440011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#4" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 4</a></b> (Prodigal and Avaricious)</td><td style="color: #3344bb; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>Very Low</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #550011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#5" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 5</a></b> (Wrathful and Gloomy)</td><td style="color: #4466dd; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>Low</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #660011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#6" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 6 - The City of Dis</a></b> (Heretics)</td><td style="color: #3344bb; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>Very Low</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #770011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#7" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 7</a></b> (Violent)</td><td style="color: #ff1133; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>High</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #880011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#8" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 8- the Malebolge</a></b> (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)</td><td style="color: #ff1133; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>High</b></td></tr><tr style="background-color: #990011; color: #eeeeee;"><td style="padding: 4px;"><b><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html#9" style="color: #ff3344; text-decoration: underline;">Level 9 - Cocytus</a></b> (Treacherous)</td><td style="color: #4466dd; background-color: #333333; padding: 4px;"><b>Low</b></td></tr></table><br><b>Take the <a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv">Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test</a></b></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#45 If
I had a digital camera I could take pictures
of the food I cook. I mean ...<a href="http://kiplog.com/food/">look
at this</a>. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#46 Gabe
does occasionally post to his <a href="http://sugarday.blogspot.com/">blog</a>.
And he pointed me to <a href="http://www.miniclip.com/mahjongg.htm">this
game</a>. Which I play a bit too often.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"># 47 I'm
feeling a little spacey. Does that seem
like something I should worry about? </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"># 48 <a href="http://highwater.blogspot.com/">George
Partington</a> has not lost his political
voice. He blogged some of <a href="http://www.rrstar.com/localnews/your_community/rockford/0521hedgesspeech.shtml">the
speech</a> Chris Hedges gave (or tried to
give) at Rockford college. I heard Hedges
on <a href="http://www.democracynow.org/article.pl?sid=03/05/21/1711227&mode=thread&tid=11">Democracy
Now</a> the other day. Amy noted the irony
of Rockford College�s most prominent alum being
<a href="http://almaz.com/nobel/peace/1931a.html">Jane Addams</a>, a pacifist who was
booed off the Carnegie Hall stage for opposing US intervention in World War I.
Addams was the
first president of the <a href="http://www.wilpf.org/">Women�s International League for Peace and Freedom</a>. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"># 49 One
more post and I'll be a third of the way
there.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"># 50 And
I get to decide what makes a post. Heh.</span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#21
Oh yeah. </font><a href="http://www.kissmyface.com/Product.pasp?txtCatalog=Kiss+My+Face&txtCategory=Shower+Gels&txtProductID=1401667EA"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Shower</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Good idea. And I </font><a href="http://eoproducts.com/Merchant2/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=EO+Products&Product_Code=Shampoo&Category_Code=Hair"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">washed
my hair</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
(Sweet Orange). Put an orange, some slices
of pork, carrots and celery on a plate.
Refilled the water bottle. I'm back. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#22
Right before my freshen-up break I read
</font><a href="http://easybakecoven.net/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Susan</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
She's rooting for </font><a href="http://www.womensenews.org/article.cfm?aid=1339"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Annika
Sorenson.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
As am I. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">But
I gotta say it's shocking that this is such
a big deal. I mean didn't </font><a href="http://www.wic.org/bio/bking.htm"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Billie
Jean</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
bust up that sports is for boys thing back
in the sixties? How can anyone imagine that
Sorenson can't play this game as well
as, or better than, any guy? I realize that
she's the first in this particular game
but come on. Of course she should be playing.
Even she is shocked by how much attention
she's getting. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#23 Switched
to CSPAN. </font><a href="http://www.c-span.org/homepage.asp?Cat=Series&Code=WJE&ShowVidNum=6&Rot_Cat_CD=WJ&Rot_HT=205&Rot_WD="><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Washington
Journal</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
to be exact. They're talking about </font><a href="http://www.msnbc.com/news/914096.asp?"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Jason
Blair</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Why is he smoking on the cover of Newsweek?
Can they make him look any more reprehensible?
Seth Mnookin is the guy on TV right
now and he did the Newsweek interview
with Blair. A woman tried to confront him
on the photo but she didn't really get it
done. Mnookin said something reductive about
... well we had to have a picture, didn't
we? But they are talking about the way this
has been turned into a conversation on race
and affirmative action and not a conversation
on why the management at the Times didn't
hire one of the many talented and ethical
African American journalists. </font></span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#17
Have I mentioned that I love </font><a href="http://www.senate.gov/~byrd/byrd_speeches/byrd_speeches_2003may/byrd_speeches_2003may_list/byrd_speeches_2003may_list_2.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Senator
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<span style="font-size:10pt;">"Truth has a way of asserting itself despite all attempts to obscure it.
Distortion only serves to derail it for a time. No matter to what lengths we
humans may go to obfuscate facts or delude our fellows, truth has a way of
squeezing out through the cracks, eventually."</span>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">Yes. Yes.
Yes.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#18 <a href="http://3forthursday.blogspot.com/">Three
for Thursday</a>. Because I need some help.</span></p>
<span style="font-size:11pt;">1. What are your 3 favorite current TV shows?<BR> <a href="http://www.pbs.org/now/">Now</a>
<a href="http://www.nbc.com/American_Dreams/">American
Dreams</a> <a href="http://abc.abcnews.go.com/primetime/alias/">Alias</a>
(Which I am embarrassed to admit.) <BR>2. What are your 3 favorite
shows from your childhood?<BR> <a href="http://www.startrek.com/">Startreck</a>
<a href="http://www.dm.net/~karen/kungfu/kungfu1.html">Kung
Fu</a> <a href="http://www.monkees.net/">The
Monkees</a> (although these are really
more teenage hood)<BR>3. What are your 3 favorite TV/movie/fictional
characters? <BR> Hmmmm. Not sure.<BR>4. What are your 3 favorite movies of all time? Movies you
can sit and watch over and over.<BR> <a href="http://www.wim-wenders.com/movies/movies_spec/wingsofdesire/wingsofdesire.htm">Wings
of Desire</a> Ghandi (I can't find
a link.) And I can't think of a third.
<BR>5. What are your 3 favorite books? <a href="http://www.booksite.com/texis/scripts/oop/click_ord/showdetail.html?sid=3471&isbn=0807071234&music=&buyable=0&assoc_id=">Fierce
Attachments</a> (which I saw was one of
<a href="http://slumberland.blogspot.com/">Laurie's</a>)
<a href="http://staceys.booksense.com/NASApp/store/Search">When
Nietzsche Wept</a> <a href="http://staceys.booksense.com/NASApp/store/Search;jsessionid=B4BCDB04505A1680D1E5E26367339F1B.t3">Big
Fat Lies</a></span>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">Shit. That
took a long time. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#19 Listen
to <a href="http://slumberland.blogspot.com/2003_05_18_slumberland_archive.html#200333087">Laurie
sing</a>. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;">#20 So.
I'm on 20. I really want to stop and take
a shower. I haven't even gotten half way
down my blog roll. And I'm beginning to
wonder why I thought this might be fun.
But. I really do think a shower will help.
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#11
I have the </font><a href="http://www.sfgov.org/site/lafco_index.asp"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">LAF
Co</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
on the tube but I can't really say that
I'm taking it in. They're talking about
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#12
I just can not take </font><a href="http://www.biggerhand.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Bigger
Hand</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
off my Blog roll. Every once in a while
I check in and he's done something new.
</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#13
OK. So I just tried to blog roll </font><a href="http://www.freepie.org/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Free
Pie</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
and my browser froze. I had to reboot my
computer. That kinda thing will fuck me
up. While I was waiting for the reload I
made the bed and put the dishes in the sink
and ate a hand full of M &M's, which
gave me a stomach ache. Then I got on the
phone. I'm already stressing about getting
this done. On post 13. Hmmmmm.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#14
</font><a href="http://www.ucomics.com/boondocks/2003/05/21/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Hahahahahahahaha</font></a></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#15
Switched from the LAF Co to </font><a href="http://www.livingroomradio.org/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Living
Room</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
</font><a href="http://www.culturalheritagechoir.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Linda
Tillery</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
is on. I love me some Linda Tillery. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#16
I put a links open thing on the top. Some
folks like to have that option. I do. And
I thought I'd play with my mood indicator
all day. And should I mention that the background
is another fine piece of art from </font><a href="http://www.squidfingers.com/patterns/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Squidfingers</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">?</font></span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#6
</font><a href="http://justlikethat.blogspot.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Anita</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
Is having a how dull </font><a href="http://justlikethat.blogspot.com/2003_05_18_justlikethat_archive.html#94774869"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">can
you get contest</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
I may need to enter later today. </font><a href="http://www.randomwalks.com/drublood/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Dru</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
pointed to the </font><a href="http://www.wibsite.com/wiblog/dull/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Dullest
Blog in the world</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
the other day. I may sound just like that.
Soon. Shit. I may sound like that now. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#7
Also from Anita. A link to </font><a href="http://www.realwomenonline.com/article.php?story=2003052122443016"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Real
Women On Line</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
On which </font><a href="http://www.yourish.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Meryl
Yourish</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
writes about women and blogging. I don't
read Meryl unless I'm following a link from
someone else. My reaction to her essay is
about the same reaction I have to her blogging.
But. I'm still processing. Maybe I'll come
back to it later. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#8
Renee is home. Yippee! Makes me wanna dance.
She and I went out for a </font><a href="http://www.themenupage.com/mos.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">burger</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">,
(since she has been living with the vegans
and really needed a burger- and since it
is one of our traditions) and a visit
to </font><a href="http://www.citylights.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">City
Light</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">s
last night. Then we came home and watched
</font><a href="http://www.realwomenhavecurves.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Real
Women Have Curves</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
It is a nice movie. But I think I was expecting
more. I dunno. It was fun to see women comparing
cellulite and deciding to love their bodies.
There was a way in which the mother in the
movie is characterized as someone who just
can't grow. And maybe that's OK. Maybe it's
another one of those things I'm still processing.
Heh.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#9
</font><a href="http://www.fullbleed.net/artery/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Artey</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Phew. It it hot in here?</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#10
I hadn't read </font><a href="http://www.back-to-iraq.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Back
to Iraq</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
in while. Reading it just now I am feeling
like this war is neither hot nor cold. It
has no temperature. So you can actually
pretend that it's not happening. Except.
</font><a href="http://www.iraqbodycount.net/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">It
is</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#3
Oh the meme's make it easy. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Between
KPFA and my first few reads I am all riled
up on a number of subjects. Also typical
for how my morning goes. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><a href="http://www.democracynow.org/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Democracy
Now</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
reports that the </font><a href="http://www.democracynow.org/article.pl?sid=03/05/23/1640251"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">sanctions
on Iraq will be lifted.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
Good news. I guess. It seems like too little
too late. </font><a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2003/05/23/international/worldspecial/23NATI.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">The
US now has UN support for it's occupation</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
The dull ache of rage that I have been feeling
since this war began gets kicked up by this
kind of news. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">The
other night when Suzanne and Carrie were
here I was talking about how the part of
me that thinks about what's going on in
the world kind of lost my voice when this
last part of the never ending war began.
I'm still listening and reading and thinking.
But I haven't been saying much. And I've
been focused on the upcoming election. For
obvious reasons. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#4
I just made an attempt to do the math on
how many posts I'd have to make every hour
to get to 150 before midnight. Yikes. I
better get going. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#5
And I really haven't gotten past </font><a href="http://www.amptoons.com/blog/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Amp</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
because he and </font><a href="http://www.allaboutgeorge.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">George</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
both blogged </font><a href="http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/local/122111_racialslur15.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">this
story</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
about the teacher who used the n-word with
a student. I guess there's been some discussion
about whether or not his intention (presumably
to teach the student how words can hurt)
makes his use of the word less repugnant.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Uh.
No. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">I
could grant that the teacher was reacting
to the student use of the word gay and wasn't
thinking well. But I can't imagine being
able to use the n-word. I can't even type
it just to talk to about it. The word holds
too much pain. Even when I hear African
American folks use the word I feel grief.
I understand the ideas around re-appropriating
a word. I talk about using the word fat.
And I've read </font><a href="http://staceys.booksense.com/NASApp/store/IndexJsp;jsessionid=9E378D7499644C3C13AC5A517F294576.t3?s=showproduct&isbn=0375713719"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">the
book.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
But the word holds too much pain. For this
teacher to use the word he had to be feeling
some anger. Even if the teacher isn't gay
he lashed out with his use of the n-word.
There's just no way to get it out of your
mouth with out an awareness of its horror.</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">See
I spend every morning all riled up. </font></span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">#2
So far things are pretty much the
same in my world. I'm eating scrambled eggs
with cream cheese and </font><a href="http://sfsalsa.com/FrameSalsa.htm"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">salsa</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
(the red one) on a bagel. Drinking </font><a href="http://www.numitea.com/version2/templeHeaven.htm"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">tea</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Listening to </font><a href="http://kpfa.org"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">KPFA</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
Working my way down my blog roll. </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">One
of the reasons I thought this would be fun
is that I never read my whole blog roll
in one sitting. I rush through a few favorites
in the morning and during the day I read
some longer winded folks. Today I am just
doin a slow cruise through them all. Ahhhhhh.
</font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">And
so far I've spent a lot of time getting
organized. I thought I'd clean up my blog
roll while I go. I move the link to </font><a href="http://www.otisfodder.com/365days/365blog.html"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">365
days</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
to </font><a href="http://www.fatshadow.com/rdoor.htm"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">the
door</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
It's a very cool project but I don't really
look at it every day. Does any one else
have the experience when opening a
blogspot blog that it doesn't open the first
time? And then, sometimes when you reload
it's there? </font></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">I
said I would use memes and I thought, since
conveniently enough it's Friday, I'd do
the </font><a href="http://fridayfive.org/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Friday
five</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
I used to do it every week. </font></span></p>
<span style="font-size:11pt;"><font face="Lucida Sans">1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?<BR> <a href="http://www.mentadent.com/">Mentadent</a><BR>2. What brand of toilet
paper do you prefer?<BR> <a href="http://www.scottbrand.com/">Scott</a>
(It last longer)<BR>3. What brand(s) of shoes do you
wear?<BR> <a href="http://www.newbalancewebexpress.com/detail.asp?style=MW842WG">New
Balance</a> or <a href="http://www.dansko.com/">Dansko</a><BR>4. What brand of soda do you drink?<BR> <a href="http://www.blueskysoda.com/">Blue
Sky</a><BR>5. What
brand of gum do you chew?<BR> I
don't really chew gum but once in a while
I like <a href="http://www.candydirect.com/bazooka.html">Bazooka</a>.
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22 2003</font><font face="Lucida Sans" color="#006600"><font size="1"> </font></font><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">OK.
Perma link on top. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">I'm
all wound up. George did
this cool thing
</font><a href="http://www.allaboutgeorge.com/retro/000382.php"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
back in January</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">.
He did 150 posts in a day.
The idea began with </font><a href="http://www.0format.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">this
guy</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">,
was picked up by </font><a href="http://www.jimformation.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">this
guy</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">,
and then </font><a href="http://www.stonefishspine.com/150_fish/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">stonefishspine</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
and then </font><a href="http://www.allaboutgeorge.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">George.</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
I wanted to do it right
away but there was school
and I dunno. I forget why
I didn't go for it. But
I'm going for it now. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">I
mean look. It's Friday.
I don't have a job. I meet
with Stephen next week to
begin the push to finish
THE BOOK. I know I can work
on the book on my own but,
frankly, I'm a-scared. I
want Stephen to hold my
hand. So. I may as well
do something kooky. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Of
course I think George didn't
blog for a few days after
he did it. Hmmm. And my
whole blog style is more
journal than blog. And I
don't even want to do 150
posts about my inner chat.
(although there may be more
than a few) So I may be
tryin to pull something
off that I'm not even ...uh...able
...er sumthin...to do. But
I'm going to try. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Just
coz. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Now.
Despite the fact that </font><a href="http://www.randomwalks.com/drublood/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Dru </font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">
has generously offered to
host an MT site for me and
I could have an MT site
if I switched servers on
my own the fact remains
that I do not have MT. I'm
not on Blogger. I do this
funny little page with </font><a href="http://www.namo.com/"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">WYSIWYG software</font></a><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans"> and
I have to get in to the
html to do the perma link
and comment # for the day.
It's just enough of a pain
in the ass to make me wonder
if I will be finished by
the time I get to 20. So
I have to make my own rules about what is a distinct
post. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">And.
I do this crazy table toggle every time I post. Which
will also drive me crazy. So I'm going to do them all
here. I'll number the posts but they won't all have
comments and perma links. But at least once an hour
I'll post sumthin. Once and hour until I get 150. Or
lose my mind. I'll be looking for memes and things to
go off about. But I'll just be relaxing into an all
day blog a thon. </font></span></p>
<p align="justify"><span style="font-size:11pt;"><font color="#006600" face="Lucida Sans">Consider
this #1. I'll be back.</font></span></p>
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